Zuri
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@zurimena
gingerandrosee:
“mood
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brian4rmthe6:

I like being low key… you’ll see me when you see me.

(via simpkaur)

kawaiigod:

girl: he cheated on me

me: then break up with him

girl: but-

me: bye

(via oknope)

Dear universe,
I am sending this message out to through the internet in hopes that it’ll get to u faster. I need my own place to live. I deserve a stable roof over my head and I deserve to not have to worry about anything other than paying my rent on time. There are also quite a few of us out there who are in similar predicaments as I am so I am sending this letter on their behalf as well.
Please universe/source/God/gods/ whoever, we don’t deserve to struggle. We are your beings that are put on this planet to create and love, not suffer because we can’t sleep in a fucking bed at night.
Yours truly,
Zuri

I feel greedy and possessive cause all I can think about is calling you mine.
written by 3 am thoughts (via suspend)

(via baracknobama)

I am finally totally and utterly alone. I keep saying that I feel like I am floating deep deep in dark water. Just floating still. Moving with the water, being the water. Every single emotion and action that happens whether to me or by my doing does not affect me. Almost like I feel nothing but in an oddly pleasant way. A super pleasant way actually. Ive never felt more alive. Haha! So what the fuck am I actually feeling? Another thing I keep telling myself is that I everything I am doing and thinking is right. But not in the obnoxious “I’m right about everything so I must declare it,” but in more “trust yourself first, you usually get proved right” way. Although acting in these decisions is tricky because its seemingly hard to catch them. Its like the “answer” or the choice of what you decide to do at that very moment disappears as soon as you begin to think about them. As soon as a thought or perhaps a thought disguised as a doubt comes in the initial intuitive action is gone. Ive been seeing that usually my incapabilities in social awareness and situations are a result of thinking wayyy to much before and between actions. By not allowing my intuitive answers or decisions flow out of me, not only do I block the magic that naturally occurs within, I also become fearful and awkward. My self conciseness towards myself has been a major issue in communicating with others. I am so self conscious that I retain myself and fidget with what I offer to others. I think that naturally we really do know what to say and what not to say and when danger is present. So if one says that its always good to think before you speak, I say, don’t think before you speak just act  natural, then speak. I think that if we felt before we speak we could be able to perceive situations in an intuitive manner and act according to what vibes we receive. If one feels “bad vibes” then the only obvious thing to do is not say too much and when asked to speak, say just enough on what you feel is enough. idk though i think if there are any of you who are struggling with communicating your rawness, like you feel that sometimes the things you say don’t make sense and you really feel that you could express yourself more naturally and authentically i guess this is for youuu….

LETS TALK ABOUT OUR SOCIAL AWKWARDNESSS THOOOO